The World Around Me In Color

by Keith Erickson Not long ago I remember a day sitting in my California prison cell doing what I’d done so many countless other times through the electric fence and razored wire staring out my window. My freedom, something I hadn’t had in nearly thirty years, was left standing there in the forest just outside the Prison’s perimeter. I couldn’t reach out to clutch it in my bare hands if even my life depended on it – I was, and continue to be, serving the rest of my life in this man-built hell. They say that it’s a center for

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We Aren’t Born Woke, Something Wakes Us

by Jaida My eyes have been closed for fourteen-years. I am now fteen-years old and trying to get my life together after waking up one day and feeling the heaviest regret ll my heart. This regret came to me like a ashback. I looked in my mom’s tearful eyes, thought about the innocent people I took from and hurt. I thought about how my persona now is affecting my younger brothers perspective of my life and me. And now how every morning I have to wake up at the crack of dawn to pay the price of everything I put myself

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Forgiveness Is for Me / JJIE / The Beat Within

Greetings all! As January comes to a close, our partners and friends over at the JJIE (Juvenile Justice Information Exchange) based in Kennesaw, GA, have picked up and posted a wonderful piece from the talented Mathew Edwards, who for the last couple years has been a wonderful contributor in The Beat Within writing workshops inside San Quentin State Prison.  We must say, Mathew consistently writes stellar pieces about his journey and hunger for another date with freedom. Forgiveness Is for Me http://jjie.org/2017/01/30/forgiveness-is-for-me/ Back in June 2016, the JJIE featured his piece, In for Life After a Life of Abuse http://jjie.org/2016/06/27/in-for-life-after-a-life-of-abuse/ February, 2016, JJIE picked up his

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Trump: The View From Juvenile Hall / The Crime Report / The Beat Within

Greetings, Recently we asked our writers in our weekly juvenile hall writing workshops to reflect on the upcoming Donald Trump presidency. We were quite surprised how many different opinions were shared.  Some responded with angry commentaries, poetry and rap.  Another pleaded for Americans to “give him a chance,” pointing out that as “wards of the state, if no one gives us a chance to change, how can we?” Well, right before the holidays, we sent numerous “Trump” reaction pieces to The Crime Report, based in New York City, to consider, and yesterday we were informed that they picked up and posted an abridged and slightly

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Gun Violence

by Downer Guns played a detrimental part in my life because for a long time, that was my only understanding on how to deal with my issues and problems that I encounter on the streets. Guns were always perpetuated, as “that’s how you handle business”. This ideology ultimately led me to commit murder in gang violence because I wanted to be respected, accepted, and powerful. That ‘genius’ way of thinking cost me seventeen years and counting, of my life at the age of fteen. My response to the popular pro-gun expression of “guns don’t kill people, people kill people” is

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Regret and Heartbreak

by Brandon On a rainy Thursday in December my twin brother and I made a decision that we both regret. We’d been smoking and drinking with some girls, and, when we were about to walk home in the rain, my brother said, “Let’s get picked up.” I said, “Nah. Let’s walk. Mom’s probably sleeping.” He called her anyway. Then, when she was on her way, I saw an old “friend” who jumped me back in August. My brother told me not to confront him, but I didn’t listen. I regret that decision every minute of every day. Being separated from

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Dear President Obama / The Crime Report / The Beat Within

Happy New Year all! Wow, like our friends over at the Juvenile Justice Information Exchange, The Crime Report, based in New York City, picked up and is featuring on their site their favorite “Dear President Obama” pieces from The Beat Within and are featuring these standout pieces today. We must say, they did an outstanding job with the spread on their site. A couple months ago one of our writing prompts in our weekly writings workshops inside juvenile hall, county jail and state prison was a “Letter to President Obama.” We were overwhelmed by the response from our many writers,

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