Listen with Your Mind and Spirit

by Melvin Jones With a correct understanding you will know that what you “feel” and “think” is your greatest opposition is truly… your greatest opportunity. The unpredictable highs and lows of life at times can feel as if you’re riding a roller coaster. Yet, never fear, because at your darkest hour is that magical/mystical moment when everything is primed to see the impossible occur, the miracle happen, and all your perceived doom and gloom be turned completely around. The choice will always remain within us. So, the question is, “What will you decide?” Every time I read from the young

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What Matters

by Andrew There isn’t much that I can do when I’m locked up. The system is messed up so if they want to point their ngers at you it’s because they got no one else to blame. We come to realize the things that really matter in life because of all the time we got on our hands, we don’t realize it when we’re out on those streets because of all the mind games people play on us youngsters. And there are all kinds of other distractions just by trying to survive the life we gangbangers choose to take. It’s just

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Trying to Escape, Only to Not Escape

by Brianna Instead of confronting my fears of sadness and agony, I tend to run away from them. Most of the time, well the in-between time, I can escape it. Though when I get tired of all the running, I sit back and watch it catch up to me. So I can never say I didn’t see something coming. The escape is always temporary. My form of running is altering my state of mind with drugs to force myself not to have to face all realities of the world and to lift the burden that weighs so heavily on me.

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THE BEAT WITHIN/The Crime Report

Today, the Crime Report, based in New York City, picked up, posted, and is featuring the powerful contribution from our colleague and friend, Emile DeWeaver, who tackles his journey through the “school-to-prison pipeline.” We can’t wait to share the news with Emile and our writing group this weekend, when we participate in The Beat Within’s monthly writing workshop inside San Quentin State Prison. We hope you will give a read and share with your community http://www.thecrimereport.org/ The Butterfly Effect: “Everything You Do Matters” http://www.thecrimereport.org/news/inside-criminal-justice/2016-02-everything-you-do-matters

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THE BEAT WITHIN/JJIE

Greetings friends, Today, the JJIE (Juvenile Justice Information Exchange) based in Kennesaw, Georgia, picked up and posted Beat writer and juvenile lifer, Jensen Ramos’, “Broken Promises and Heartache” piece that he sent to us from the California State Prison Los Angeles in Lancaster, California. Late last year, The Crime Report picked up this piece and now to our surprise the JJIE is running it as well.  We too think it is a fabulous piece of writing that we can only hope will touch many of our young people living on the edge who may unfortunately find themselves in such a position. This

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Down But Not Out

by Eddie “Edito” DeWeaver There have been many times in my life where I felt that I could not go on. It seemed, with my short-sightedness, that there were outside forces in my life that were overwhelmingly greater than me. There were times in my youth that I felt like nobody cared about me and I would isolate myself by hiding away in a closet to cry. For some reason, I believed that life should be fair, and as a result of feeling powerless, I would not want to go on in this world. In these closet appointments, I feared

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Black Butterfly

by Emile DeWeaver I’ve heard that students do not drop out of school, they’re “pushed out”. I don’t like that phrase, “pushed out”, because it’s an oversimpli cation of a very complicated process. Before today, I would’ve said that no one pushed me out of school; I ran as hard as I could to get away from getting up every morning at 5:00 a.m. to drag myself to a classroom to listen to the enemy talk about things that didn’t matter to me. Then, I thought about a book I read by Andy Andrews called The Butter y Effect. It’s

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