by Johnny C. Perez On November 20th, 1991, I was a gang member. At around 9:33pm that night I was riding a moped. I didn’t give much thought to how dangerous it was for me to be out at that time of night. The past two years, two gang associates had been murdered, and many more shot. I wasn’t thinking about that. I was a sixteen years old having fun. In the blink of an eye, there was a blazer in front of me with a person half way out the passenger window shooting at me. I was hit in
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Not Understood
by Im People don’t understand why I am a felon. It’s because of my past, how I grew up, my environment, childhood problems, which led to gangs and being out in the streets and not being home. At home, there was always arguing and commotion going on. Never stopping, always going on. People just think I could be doing better, that I have a lot of potential, but they don’t understand where I come from. I do have a lot of potential for the things I believe in, which is the movement of my people on the streets. I believe
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by Hayden Coming to terms with fate is a difficult task. With it comes a sense of hopelessness—that fate cannot be changed. Succumbing to fate is an even more intense mental battle. Stubborn people don’t succumb easily. I guess I’m one of those people. I will not stop fighting with Arizona, even if I fall. I can’t prescribe an easy solution to my own issues, so I have no choice but to fight. There are too many lives at stake. I can’t stand by and watch people suffer, especially youth. Defeat can’t stop me from living for the movement for
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by Genaro Patterson Hello Future, yes you, every child who resides in the juvenile detention center, you are the future and the world is depending on you to help make it a better place than what it was when you first came. You might not realize it, but your existence could have a drastic change on how we live here on earth. You could be the next miracle doctor, the next senator, the president, the next Bill Gates, Mark Zuckerberg or James Patterson, the best fiction writer in the business. Now is the time to make your change, to take
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Free Poetry Reading The Beat Within celebrates 21 years of writing workshops inside the Alameda County Juvenile Justice Center and community. Come gather with & listen to the inspiring stories, poems & testimonies from formerly incarcerated Beat writers and those that help to support them. Special Guest: David Muhammad Executive Director, National Institute for Criminal Justice Reform In Partnership With The Akonadi Foundation & Oakland Public Library Thursday, May 3rd, 2018 Oakland Main Public Library 125 14th St. Oakland, CA 5 PM to 7:30 PM Light snacks & beverages provided Please RSVP for your FREE ticket(s) here
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by John Vasquez Sometimes the stress seems unbearable. My younger brother is homeless, and I haven’t seen him in twenty-two years. My mother, who turns sixty this year, is in poor physical health and she must drive three and a half hours just to visit me. Here I am in prison and I can’t do anything about it. I feel powerless to help the people I love, and it stresses me the hell out. I got locked up at sixteen years old and my family has been waiting twenty-five years for me to come home. I’m doing life in prison
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by O Dear Juvenile Hall, Thank you for teaching me how To appreciate the little things Being locked up really got me thinking ‘Bout how I take my freedom for granted. You taught me how lonely I would be Without my friends or family. You showed Me how lucky I was to be able to wear My own clothes and eat home-cooked Meals. Thank you for showing me how Lovely my life is. After I’m out of here, I’ll never make the mistake of coming Back again. BELIEVE THAT!
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