by Zion, San Mateo
Over-thinking is normal for a person like me every day. I don’t know when it started, it just came out of nowhere. Many thoughts of how I’ll make money for my family, falling into bad paths, and not knowing what’s at the end of those paths.
Many concerns of what people think about me, do I do what they do, but mainly am I down to take the same risks as the people around me. I have concerns about what women would think of me. Many times, I think, am I the guy that takes risks to get a lot of money, or am I the guy you see with all of the stuff that women would dream to have? The main concerns weren’t even that. The main concern was would I have a good future to put a good name on my family due to my father’s past.
Many ideas of building a clothing brand, but didn’t take time out of my life or bad habits to invest and learn how to build one. I also have ideas of doing things that aren’t so good. I guess God blessed me and I didn’t have the chance to do all those things. I am thankful and never really cared that I didn’t get to do those things. I’ve had ideas of buying my grandma a house and having all my family in a good living state with no troubles about money or where they will be in five years.
Due to me falling into bad habits, I didn’t take the time to think about my life, to progress, to learn, and to build things to do. Now things have changed. No more concerns or worries about them.