by SP, San Mateo
The last time I said sorry to my mom was last Sunday. I felt I had to sorry because she was mad at me because I felt it was right in the situation and I always just say sorry.
I always feel bad and sorry for making my mom’s life harder, even though she goes through so much without me stressing her out more and causing her pain. There have been times when I said sorry but didn’t mean it. I only said it to please my mom and try to make her happy, instead of always being mad at me and stressed because I’ve put her through a lot.
I don’t really acknowledge or pay attention to it because I know what I do is wrong, and I don’t help my mom’s health. I know I’ll be the death to her one day if I don’t act better someday. I’ve felt really bad and regret a lot of things I said to my mom before and what I’ve done. I don’t know how to explain it and put my thoughts into words good, but I’m still trying.