by ES, Sacramento
This week has been a rough week, but I did hear some positive feedback from a few people. It was from one of my fellow peers, his name was J. It was said a week or two ago during a basketball game.
It made me feel unquestionably good considering everything going on in my life now. He said I was going crazy which meant all in good terms. I was playing basketball and crossing people up like no tomorrow.
When it comes to hard work, I feel like you must be truly pushing yourself to the max whether its physically or mentally. I put in hard work into my body by constantly hitting the gym and masking sure I feel a certain type of burn.
Luckily, I truly enjoy it. The physical and mental stress of lifting those thirty-pound dumbbells to the max or running that much further around the block to get as much cardio as possible. So, I never try to avoid it.
The work I have ahead of me is all mental. I want to work hard to exceed exponentially. I want it more than anything because I made so many mistakes that I set myself back a lot.
I dug myself a hole and didn’t realize how deep it was getting till I couldn’t get out. I would often make up excuses for myself, but I’m slowly learning to move past that. I made a vow to the man in the mirror and have no thought on breaking it.
The invisible people. Emotion gets in the way of a lot of things but when the emotions cure negative, considering it’s a conflict, it can throw things off much more. When you’re talking to your friends, emotion cure usually good, lighthearted, friendly.
There’s not a conflict, just conversating the negation between an enemy is that much strong because both you and that enemy move past that large controlling emotion. Relating to each other on something, coming closer together, I agree.