by Floyd D. Collins, San Quentin State Prison, CA
So what exactly is freedom? Being a lifer with a possibility of parole you would think I would say freedom is outside these walls, on the other side of this gate. Well, I do feel this is only a part of freedom.
For me freedom is being my authentic self. What this means is being the person God created me to be. Having a strong and clear peace of mind is freedom. Now I know how to have a good day, even when everything and everyone may feel it’s bad. I have a renewed sense of freedom. My mind is clear, free of distraction.
Putting my best foot forward in all I do, and treating others with respect is a form of freedom for me. Why? Because to be of service brings me joy to help someone reach their goals or accomplish something meaningful. This brings me into a space of an invisible freedom.
I do want to gain my ultimate freedom and live a life outside the confines of prison cells. I realize though that freedom is in my mind. As long as my thinking is purposeful and I process my thoughts and feelings, my actions will lead me to a place of peace, ultimately equating to freedom.