A Letter To Myself

by Your Inner Self, AH

Dear Adrian, 

It’s me, your inner thoughts. I know you got some time, some time that you were not expecting. But you need to stop feeling sorry for yourself and make the most out of the time you are given. 

I know that is easier said than done, but it’s something you got to do. Right now, there is a battle of positive and negative going on in your head, both sides of you are going at it. Adrian vs. Rico. Good vs. Bad. You can’t let Rico win. 

I know that things seem bad right now, but that is only for right now. So, don’t let him make it worse than it already is. Use this time to better yourself, get an education, and do what you need to do so that when you get out, you’ll be ahead of the game. 

You should have been put in the dirt multiple times, but you’re not. You’re still alive, so make the most of it, even while you’re in this position that you are in. And I know that you aren’t getting the amount of support from your family that you would like. But think about the people who are showing you support. 

Think about Katie and her family. think about Tia Nydia and think about Mario’s family. There are people who care. You are not alone. Take care of yourself and keep your head up. Peace.