by R
I miss you Lala. Lala is my older sister, we are six years apart. She is my only sibling that has the same mom and dad, so we are really close. He first tattoo was my name and my first tattoo was her name.
The last time I seen my sister was in January before I went on the run. We weren’t really on good terms because she thought I stole something from her, but we are better now. Me and my sister don’t fight a lot, but we have gotten into a few big fights before. We always make up though because we are super close.
I miss hanging out with my sister and joking around with her. I miss going shopping with her and sliding around Sac together. I miss cooking dinner with my sister at her new place. I miss just chilling at her house watching movies or listening to music. I’m glad I get to talk to her though while I’m in here.
My sister and my mom both put money on the phone for me. I really wish she could come visit me though, but she can’t because of the coronavirus. My sister is almost four months pregnant right now. I can’t even explain how excited I am about my sister having a baby.
I’m already an Aunty but I feel like I’m just becoming an Aunty because this is my sister’s first kid. And my sister is having a girl, so I am even more excited. When I get released from jail the first person Ima see is my sister because she is going to come with my mom when they say I could go home.
Me and my sister are going to chill with each other and we’re going to listen to music together. My sister is going to do my hair real pretty, and she might even do my makeup if I ask. We are going to make a nice big dinner together. She is going to catch me up on everything I missed.
And we’re going to play with our dog London and her new baby puppy Boscodi. I can’t wait see how big mi sister has gotten since she’s been pregnant. I miss my sister Lala so much. Since I’ve been in here me and my sister have wrote each other a few letters.
In my letters I talk to my sister about why I’m in here and why I keep doing the things I do. I tell her about the goals I have in life and how I plan to reach those goals. I tell her how I want to graduate high school and get off probation. So, once I get out my sister is going to help me reach my goals and keep encouraging me to reach my goals.
She is also going to help me graduate high school and get off probation. I don’t trust a lot of people and don’t like to talk about how I feel or things that are going on in my life. But I could tell my sister everything, even the things you wouldn’t usually tell your big sister.
My sister never judges me and is always willing to listen to what I have to say. I am very grateful to have Lala as my big sister. I love her and miss her so much. I wouldn’t be able to live without my big sister. My sister is the only person in the whole world I really feel comfortable around, the only person I can trust, and the only person I feel really understands me. Me and my sister’s love is unconditional, and I miss her very much.