by CP,
There are many things in life that are going to be challenging, like losing a family member or breaking a bone. Or maybe you did something wrong and ended up in jail.
Or traumatizing, painful, indescribable things have happened to you. It feels dark, like you slowly start losing yourself. You question yourself like, “why has this happened to me?” or “are things going to keep getting worse?”
Then, you want to give up, but then there is something inside of you that makes you keep going. Maybe it’s the fact you weren’t physically broken. I feel like I force myself to keep patience with people.
Like I’m the type of person that will give you chances and chances, hoping that maybe they will stop lying or cheating. But then when it doesn’t stop, I roleplay what they did in my head over and over until it makes me sick.
Then, I slowly lose the patience and try to move on because the truth us, if someone loved you or cared, they wouldn’t do what hurt you over and over. But, I wish it was that easy.
It’s like gluing a paper to another paper. They’re attached to each other, but as soon as you rip the paper off, it’s not going to be the same. A lot of the paper is going to be gone, never the same. That’s why some people think it’s easier to stay. I loved you.