by Y
I’ve been coming here on and off for four years. That’s like nine times in total. I was fourteen the first time I came here. It was for some dumb shhh in school. My first time here I was locked up for two months.
Today I’m seventeen, fighting to get back home, though my PO recommends hall time and placement 6-9 months then some, basically a year, for what? Getting caught up with a little as gun. The first time I came here i should have done my max time and I would have been terminated. Now, because I didn’t do that my max time is five years now.
I’m tired of this place and tired of being away from everyone but the people in here. I’m tired of being on probation when I’m out of here but I realized I got to work with the bull shhh to get of out the bull shhh.
It’s bull shhh, but hey I’ve worked with bull shhh my whole life. I just wish they would let me out and give me one more chance to prove I can do this. I know I’ve messed way too many times but I never got they wake up call and I’m pretty certain mine is now.
Now all I can do is wait form court disposition to see what’s going to happen with me. My whole family wants me home. My girl wants me out and all my brother’s screaming free me. I swear to God I need this chance. I need to be able to show them I’m serious. I need this.